Something I'd Like to try

Before I start my post today, I've been thinking about doing something that I haven't done in like... 2 years. Poem writing. Oh well, this is how I feel though, so let's get this going :

Long we met, short we knew,
Times goes by and feelings spill,
Sometimes we never expect,
Sometimes we never knew,
To hide aside or stand with might?
That's what's hard to do.

Give me hope, give me might,
Give me what I can't decide.
Comes to mind, down to heart,
This is what I decide?
No, no, this is old.
Things just will be old.

I see water, I see ground,
My heart's softer, and turning around.
What've I achieve, what I seek,
They just fall off the reek.
What a pity, what a fool,
To think that life's a fool.

My day and night, my love at sight,
Is this all a truth?
Never, never, never a truth,
I've been too much a fool,
To think that everything was a mere tool.
In the end of the podium of life,
I bear the loser of life.

What a pity, what a fool.
For I in the end,
Is the biggest fool.

Well, that's just about what I wanna write about today. Can't think of anymore.
I will be a better person, I will be a better man. Give me time and I will bend, the fate of my demise at hand.

Thanks for bearing with me. Seriously, I wish I could make up to you my dear sister.