Yep, I'm back on this dumb thing, listening to the old GazettE song I love so... This is actually a compilation of what happened lately. Yeah, guess there was stress here and there... I getting angry too easily lately, too sensitive, too dumb, too stupid, you name it I got it. Well, there was something very weird that happened. About a few days ago, I went for the Oracle guild gathering. Oh yes, I met my little sotong... cute girl... kinda good too. And there was the bunch of dudes from Oracle, nice people they are. AND then, we had food on Gasoline cafe. This is where the weird part came in. AS we sat down, I looked around, and felt that the place looked familiar. Indeed. I've been to the place before. But probably you won't believe how. I been to this exact place, sat at the exact same spot, and looked up the exact same thing... only that it was in my dream. Last year, almost exact same date with the gathering. How did I remember all of this? What's happening to my mind? Only God knows, don't you think?
Well, enough for that. After this event... there was the series of hanging out with my god sis aka June. When we met in the real world, everything is smooth but once it comes to Maple... Everything, I mean, EVERYTHING just can't be any eff-ing "better" as it comes by. Quarrel, anger, whatever it is. I really just don't get what's happening nowadays. Have I changed, or it is just the world changing without me knowing it? Stressed I am, but what is it that is bugging my sanity?
Hmm, guess I'd say this for the 999th time, take care Sotong... take care Junie, it may be a brief time apart, but I still hope for both of your health and safety. Be loving both of you as long as it be. I'll be a better person when you all come back. Now I finally understand what is really wrong with myself. My sanity and I just need time to cope back with each other. Hopefully me learning more about hope, self-value, respect, humbleness, and the art of talking would make things better for everyone. Last said, new year's just ahead... Time to make a change in life.
Love you guys for looking at this. May peace be with everyone. Good night.
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