As the aftermath of yesterday's emo-ness, strangely I feel very much better. UNFORTUNATELY, I wonder why the hell nobody informed me about the class cancellation!
Damn it, I stood there like a dummy thinking "WTF? NO CLASS?"
Oh well, what's done is done. Proves that giving out phone numbers is indeed crucial, in case of something happens like this.
Nevertheless, today was actually quite a dull day. There was a presentation back at the DK X or Y or... ah whatever. Hospitality management it is. But, before that there was the pain-in-the-crotch economics class. When we reached, everyone thought that the class was cancelled. Fact is, some dumb dumb rubbed off the notice on the whiteboard, which actually stated that classes from 10am to 12pm were cancelled, not more.
Shit! Made us thought that we ain't have to go to the dumb class for today. Well, that's that. And in the end of the day, I became like... a guest actor. Lol, they were having their presentations and all, it was PHOTO SESSION!
Waiting for them to send me those photos so I can keep them nicely :D
Aight... time for other stuff now. See ya'll next time.
Friday, August 17, 2007
Thursday, August 16, 2007
Whee~
Oh well, again and again another normal day it is today. What was I thinking actually? Yesterday was like... chaos in my mind. Yeah, it's chloey birthday I know. Who's that you ask... well, I gotta say that she's one cute girl. I kinda like her but... it's just kinda not right. It's not that kind of "like" till you wanna be together with her... maybe not.
Ah... who cares. She's a cute girl who always smiles, and that other dude looks like a good guy too. + it's really none of my business to say like "hey I ain't happy with all of this". She's just a... friend I guess.
I'm just another outsider, that's why. Can't really cope with everyone. I'm trying, but something just seems to be a bit... weird still. As far as I know myself, I've been quite lonely for quite a long time. It's not that I can't take it, but... the feeling of never having something is one thing, having something and suddenly everything was gone, that feeling is another.
Yesterday was really one tiring day alright... It was actually OK until that BITCH showed up, screwed up my mood, here and there. But superbly fortunatedly, she didn't turn up for the lecture, THANK GOD she didn't.
Who's da bitch? Ain't telling. If you all know what's happening with my assignment, you'll know.
Enough of that. Things got a lil titsy bitsy better, when I finally bought my FFXII. Shoulda bought last year but... ah forget it.
TODAY, haha, today. It was just a lil lecture time. I came a lil bit earlier, used to it b'cause if I come late... place very hard to find. Sat down with the bunch as usual. But weirdly, I felt somewhat empty. Empty inside... it's been awhile since I felt this way. Since in the lecture... till on the way back home, that feeling never stopped. I felt like... crying. Yea... crying.
Lol I know it sounds weird but, I really felt like crying it out for loud. For no apparent reason.
Was it just a normal feeling? Or am I really sad about something?
Weirdly, I was actually sitting alone you know. Chloey asked the guys what's up with me. I acted as if I didn't hear anything. Michelle also asked why I was so quiet.
I kinda feel relieved I guess, that someone still cares. Well, MAYBE still cares.
I still feel like crying... though things just happen as the way they are...
Thanks a lot guys...
Ah... who cares. She's a cute girl who always smiles, and that other dude looks like a good guy too. + it's really none of my business to say like "hey I ain't happy with all of this". She's just a... friend I guess.
I'm just another outsider, that's why. Can't really cope with everyone. I'm trying, but something just seems to be a bit... weird still. As far as I know myself, I've been quite lonely for quite a long time. It's not that I can't take it, but... the feeling of never having something is one thing, having something and suddenly everything was gone, that feeling is another.
Yesterday was really one tiring day alright... It was actually OK until that BITCH showed up, screwed up my mood, here and there. But superbly fortunatedly, she didn't turn up for the lecture, THANK GOD she didn't.
Who's da bitch? Ain't telling. If you all know what's happening with my assignment, you'll know.
Enough of that. Things got a lil titsy bitsy better, when I finally bought my FFXII. Shoulda bought last year but... ah forget it.
TODAY, haha, today. It was just a lil lecture time. I came a lil bit earlier, used to it b'cause if I come late... place very hard to find. Sat down with the bunch as usual. But weirdly, I felt somewhat empty. Empty inside... it's been awhile since I felt this way. Since in the lecture... till on the way back home, that feeling never stopped. I felt like... crying. Yea... crying.
Lol I know it sounds weird but, I really felt like crying it out for loud. For no apparent reason.
Was it just a normal feeling? Or am I really sad about something?
Weirdly, I was actually sitting alone you know. Chloey asked the guys what's up with me. I acted as if I didn't hear anything. Michelle also asked why I was so quiet.
I kinda feel relieved I guess, that someone still cares. Well, MAYBE still cares.
I still feel like crying... though things just happen as the way they are...
Thanks a lot guys...
Sunday, August 5, 2007
Whatever la
Man, why do things always have to get screwed up?
Is it wrong that I argue about nationalism? "You should discuss, not scold"
FFS, when I said "scold" I meant argue, not scolding vulgarities or whatever shit that you might expect. And then what did you do? Posting on my head that "You are GUILTY until proven INNOCENT"?
Sheesh, it's not like I wanna stay long in there but, gimme a break. Are you trying to defend the older members? Or just trying to screw me up?
That's one stuff.
The other is even worse.
Hell yeah I don't know about what the fuck you girls are talking behind other people's back.
Yeah yeah, 2 head snake or whatever. Then? I'm only giving my sincere comments about the matter. Maybe it's my bad at the first comment since I don't know what's happening then. After that, you regard me as... post and run fella? Puh-Lease, if I'm done with it I'm off it. Putting a few jokes in it to cool all your hot heads = being a rat? C'mon, show me the truth. Don't like just say, don't have to hide behind my butt and talk cock around. It's not that I wouldn't know it forever.
Lastly, FFS. To everyone outside, this is what you get if you're trying to mix with the people you shouldn't?
Is it wrong that I argue about nationalism? "You should discuss, not scold"
FFS, when I said "scold" I meant argue, not scolding vulgarities or whatever shit that you might expect. And then what did you do? Posting on my head that "You are GUILTY until proven INNOCENT"?
Sheesh, it's not like I wanna stay long in there but, gimme a break. Are you trying to defend the older members? Or just trying to screw me up?
That's one stuff.
The other is even worse.
Hell yeah I don't know about what the fuck you girls are talking behind other people's back.
Yeah yeah, 2 head snake or whatever. Then? I'm only giving my sincere comments about the matter. Maybe it's my bad at the first comment since I don't know what's happening then. After that, you regard me as... post and run fella? Puh-Lease, if I'm done with it I'm off it. Putting a few jokes in it to cool all your hot heads = being a rat? C'mon, show me the truth. Don't like just say, don't have to hide behind my butt and talk cock around. It's not that I wouldn't know it forever.
Lastly, FFS. To everyone outside, this is what you get if you're trying to mix with the people you shouldn't?
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