Friday, January 18, 2008

For the good, or for the bad?

Confusingly, and as expected. Things did go way out of control. Well, it was kinda in deepshit-ish situation already, but just so that I decided to stick my head in it and meddle in the mud, it just keeps getting BADDER and BADDER. Who would've thought that, in the end I was the one who couldn't wait for the chance to come? No one ever thought that this would happen, I'm sure of it myself.

For the people who actually have the time to read what I say, my advice is... Never, EVER, EVER... butt into confusing situations. In my case, I never liked it, but I'm glad I did it. Clarifying and trusting someone in a confusing incident may more or less, make you grow.

I don't dare to say that I'm doing a good job in this problem, yet in the first place, I wasn't even suppoesed to be in this shit. Maybe, it's because I throw too much personal feelings in this matter, or just. As my mentor *I think of her as that* said, I can't always be the noble hero in everyone's problem. People still have to face the music sooner or later. You just can't be there helping them every single second. It'll just make things shit.

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