College life comment

Since you made me so fucked up about how "nice" is college and how it'll give you freedom. Alright, I'm writing this specially FOR you to really tell you what the fuck is college about. Yeah, you get more flexible timetable, you get to go out more, you get to wear what shit you like, or maybe don't wear any shit at all as you see fit. You get to know new friends, you get to go learn more interesting stuff than in school. Maybe get to find a bf/gf, whatever. The truth is, with all these freedom, it makes your own studies and career more hard to achieve. Why? Simple. Of all youngsters wouldn't really care for is, self-control. This small term is enough to get you to heaven, or drop you down straight to hell. Freedom = do whatever you like? Correct? NO. Freedom = Make you more consious about yourself, supposedly. No one controls you 100%, but in the end if you do everything as you see fit, like FUN FUN FUN all the time, that means you're a goner for sure. I've seen it almost everytime. Ok, let's say you don't have fun all the time. You stick with class, you stick with studies and all. Does that mean people won't backstab you for nothing? Nope. It gets even worse here since it's the next step for you in life after school, and also the time where you are actually lacking 1 step more to work life. Does work life seem fun? No right? College looks fun. Society looks nice on the surface. But is social life nice? Yeah, of course. When you're the serial backstabber + gossiper, sure thang! It'll be fun disposing who you see fit in the whole society for your own benifit. But as the victim, do you get to have fun? Nope. Why? Cause your reputation and efforts are done for if you have like, shit mental strength.

Now you get it why the hell it ain't any better than school? Why the hell I said "school got school good, college got college good?"

Coz I don't wanna break your dumb hope and say like college is even better at making your whole life in misery. It did to mine. Do you think I like to make you go through the same thing? That's why I recommended you to come in the first place. But you just had to talk about your mom picking Sunway. No comment. Just trying to tell you that you can't follow what she says forever till the day she dies. I thought you hate her? Or is it just purely because you're scared of what she'll say to the whole family? I don't know. I never liked any side of my family anyways.

Last minute entry, for 12/11/2007

Well, as every monday starts, it's kinda hard for me to wake up. Why? Simple reason. 8am kills my white blood cells. Yeah, I hate waking up early, seriously. Eventhough it's because "you have to go to the damn lecture" and all, still it doesn't make any sense. Skip that.

After hectic (somewhat) school hours, I rushed back home for a short rest. Got pizza for dinner, which I quite like, although originally I didn't think of eating it. Ate it with chicken wings, bleh bleh. Then there was the cc, dumb supervisor didn't turn out. Best thing was, I logged in Maple as usual... and did another dumb thing. Extra 10 DEX earring. Woo hoo, what luck, my experiment worked again! I have no idea how, but I think that'll be the format of my scrolling from now on. What format? SECRET! Unless you're my sweetheart, which it's impossible unless you're my little sotong, if not... keep dreaming :D

Speaking of which. I talked to little sotong again. I had this weird feeling... something I never felt before. There was this sudden though that, "Oh my, where's my sotong... I can't do anything without her!" I guess that's it. Maybe I really like her. Who knows? Even I don't know. Yeah yeah, we're a Maple couple. But I wonder if she'll accept a person that she has not even seen in real life before as a lover? Wouldn't wanna try that would you? I would.

Another noobish day...

As some old f***ing saying goes, "Let the f***er f*** his f***ing way out of this f***ing f***ish hell, and shall thy f***ing be f***ed up like a mad f***ing cow!"

Ok, my point is... today was kinda lame. First it was ticketting principals or whatever you call it. Yeah yeah, I was late coz' I had to type some stuff for the following class. Introduction to IT, they call it. Well I call it Introduction to your computer typing world. Word, Excel, Pagemaker maybe,l what next? Paint? Notepad? Maaaaaan... I know typing is in fact superbly crucial, as people say like "your bread and tuna" or whatever it was. I do hope that we learn something faster, I mean FASTER then drawing some lame face saying "Hello! How are you?", which made me almost edit it to "Hello! I f*** you!"

Ngah, after that... We were supposed to go for the next class which is BM. And fortunately (I guess) the lecturer couldn't make it. That meant... 3 free hours. And I went dota-ing. Won in a weird weird way too... Lol, really. I know we can win that game, but I didn't expect it to be such a crazy game. 3 on 4. Oh well, that also meant 15 minutes late for presentation class. Luckily I wasn't one of those presenting today. The few that I saw did pretty well, albeit the pressure given by the lecturer with the super sceptic looks and all.

Well, continuing with where I left off... Basically, today is a nothing day. Dull, boring, empty, you name it, I don't have no shit about it. As to conclude for today's post, I'd say: Don't keep things for the last minute.

Why am I writing this in the first place? Reminding myself that I'm gonna make a super dumb move on friday's presentation. People use laptop and transparency, I use ancient technology... THE MARKERPEN! Muahahahaha, ha, ha, ha.