Thinking back about myself.

It's another normal day... well maybe not. Mom & dad were out for 2 days, went back to Penang for my gramps' funeral. And yeah, them only, I didn't go back. I used "I need to go for exam" as an excuse. Well actually, yeah, I really can't go because of the exam, not that I would be dropped out from the course but... I wouldn't want that to happen, and I just had to play safe. Is that selfish, or being considerate to my mom & dad? Only god knows... heck, would I know for myself since I'm so confused about whats' happening lately?

Anyways, other than this problem, other stuffs are fine. Well it's probably because I don't practically DO anything in the first place... Don't really have much to talk about this post, just trying to keep things updated. Also... I really think I need to trim down a bit. Haha... what mom said that me getting a bit fit would give me the "playboy" qualities to really bloom did make my day.

Letting go.

I guess you could say that I've received enlightment, or rather being more clear about what I want. I just want to move on. To Sotong, if you see this, I'd like to tell you that, you're the bestest friend I had so far... I've decided to make a move on my own life according to my own pace, and not being such a stuck-up emo ass. Wahahaha... I got back my confidence thanks to some shit that happened recently. Will tell you if you are free~ ngahaha.

To any other readers out there who read this blog before, you can expect a change pretty soon. Might be me just talking to the wall but, I love you guys. Take every chance you have to make yourselves happy in the right way. Supports from everyone is very much appreciated.

Sotong, love you lots for bearing with me last time. Although we don't have chance to talk much lately, hopefully we can get another chance to meet each other. By then, take good care of yourself~ say hi to bugs for me too~