Clear thought.

I decided to take a long break from MapleStory. Yeah, it's sad. Just moving away from it like that. I feel guilty, yet relieved. I wonder why... oh well, I just needed a break from it anyways. What I thought of today was, a clear thought about "wanting a change", and whatever things related to me referring to this statement. It's actually a total bullshit for me to say this kinda things, reason being that me myself am very, very hypocritic even to myself. Changes don't come when you keep repeatedly say about them. Instead, they come either where you least expect it to come, or maybe through one's hardwork. I have to admit that, I'm some sort of a Lotus Eater (We learn that story back on secondary school, talking about some guy that decides to have fun for his whole life and kill himself when he finished his money). Maybe? Or am I just a guy that needs more attention and love? Who knows? Even I myself don't know what I want or what I need.

P/S : Yeah, I'm just filling this blog up once in awhile. I always hope that you'd leave your comments here. Heh, feels like I'm looking for your symphathy or something yeah... Guess I should stop doing that you know. You are that one special person that... ah nevermind.