Well here am I, 6am + a bit bit in the morning, having some typing time for myself. I've been thinking... What have I done all these while. By coming out with this thought... basically I get to realise that, I've been doing a pretty whole lot of crap for a long long time. Guess I'll need some guidance and inspiration. I feel quite a nuisance to some people, maybe I think too much, or maybe it's a fact. I don't know, nah... I think I should say as "I don't want to know". Thinking back and comparing other's life to myself, I feel... I'm quite a lucky guy. Spoilt brat, selfish boy, immature idiot, whatever you can dish out. I really hope I can change all of these. Heh... guess it's plain bullshit to talk about these kind of things now.
What do you think? Am I getting emo again or what? Haha... sounds like I'm making you stand in a very bad position yeah... Sorry though. Sorry that I'm being such a selfish and inconsiderate person. Have I done a lot for you? I don't know lol. I just know that, you did a lot for me. And... seriously. I'm touched and happy. I felt like crying sometimes haha... Now it's like... without you around, I'm just not me. Gee, I don't know how to end this by the way. I just hope I can do my best to not let you be sad... Don't think I can be the guy to make you happy forever or those kinda stuff. Just a plain guy that wants to see you be happy in your life.
Guess this is all. Hope you actually read through.
P/S : It's just how I feel. If you think I'd do something stupid, don't worry. I won't.
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hahahaha~~ hon.. dont forget i check all my linkies everyday~ and of course i read all ur post >"< but im not going to give any comment on that.. thats your thought what.. by the way.well,just drop by and tell u.
you are not a someone that u said u was. maybe u will emo sometimes... so what.. even i will too XD But, dont always think that u dont contribute to people (lol.. cant think of the word.. so gantikan by using contribute.. psps). U actually someone who is quite considerate and err u do think about others when u do or say something. so dont worry.. keep it up for the good ones and dispose the bad ones.. <3
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